It’s been quite a while since my last post on this blog, lots of event have taken place in 2012 for me. This year was fill with ups and downs, happy and sad moments, in my life as well through the whole world. Events in which I was always wondered what will come next. At the end, everything found its balance in a way or another. Hard lessons were learn and others are on its way to be learn—2012 will be a year that I will remember as the year of “Drastic Changes”.
“A lot have been said about the Mayan Calendar and its doom prophecy, I never believe is the end of the world but the beginning of a new era in which a mega shift of consciousness will take place with an event”.
Recalling this year events, I will tell you about January 2012,
when I got a place to live at, after being homeless for over a year. The moment, I walked into that house—I never thought it will be permanent but the beginning of bigger and better things. After living in that house, I found a job by April 2012 from which I got lots of healing by helping other women to heal themselves. Then started to have heavy problems with the tenants and landlord by July 2012—consequently, my lease contract was terminated on the month of August 2012—after living there for 8 months.
”Facing homelessness for the third time in my life—it tough me to become a survivor like I never thought would be possible”.
After August 2012, I was homeless for 76 days. During that time, I visited lots of legal agencies, seeking for justice while injustice was done to me to levels almost unbearable—as well filing my own divorce. In those days, I slept at my job, in my car, one homeless shelter, on a friends' house, and finally stayed in a hotel room for the last 30 days. On November 1st, I walked into a town where I got a place that I finally feel at home. With the new place came new opportunities, better people and better outlook—as well bitter moments, as my car broke down at the end of November 2012 and my final divorce came on 12-12-2012.
“About the divorce, my regret was the waste of time and money during my marriage years, in which I saw the signs for many times that told me to leave, but instead I stay to repair what was doom from day one”.
Despite all the doom and gloom of 2012 either by life or the vision of the Mayans—at the end, everything came to balance somehow. I lost and gain all the way, as well learn and tough other hard lessons. It said that 2012 is the year of drastic changes, I can believe and relate to it—it was like living the Mayan Calendar with its doom stage during the whole year. However, right now I am with open arms to embrace the new era, new beginnings and for sure a better life in 2013.
I am grateful that I survived the last two years being all by myself. That everything I did during these 2 years was my own doing, and that everything I acquired no man gave it to me—I learn to survive without a man or husband in my life. I am not close to love, but more wiser and determined that I will never allow any situation or person in my life to ever take the essence of who really I am as a woman and human being. Time is a great healer and sure looking for use my time in more wiser ways and in service to others as always.
I wish you to all of you, a great ending in 2012 and the joy to look forward into 2013—we all will be here and I am sure we all will be more happier, looking back at everything as it was just another human experience.
Love and Light Everyone!